And the stars they seemed to paint the most elaborate scene

Wednesday, May 21, 2008 9:40 PM

I am determined to stay up for the match @ my God-pa's house later to watch Chelsea WIN.
It seems like the only element of fun my brain can take in.
The days after the exams were tougher than expected due to results, training.
Yeah I am thrilllllllled for Saturday's Concert or even tmr's family dinner or even a typical last-day-of school mode on Friday.
Yes I get happy @ the slightest things. But I still feel results & the getting of report cards taking a huge toll on me. Its hard, seeing your decent academic reports that at maximum contains only 1 fail per term (maths) getting tainted by this term's results.
I'd wish for the exams to come a thousand more times, just to do each paper again. But it won't happen. So duh, im getting over it all and moving on, with the help of encouragement, self-motivation & God's awesome grace.
So I resolve to get an average of 65% and above for the next semester. I will not allow myself to take another huge blow like this. Ha ha.
But then again, I'm tired out, exhausted. I need that new fire, that all-consuming fire.

Make a wish and place it in your heart.
Anything you want.
Everything you want.
Do you have it?
Good.
Now believe it can come true.
You never know where the next miracle is going to come from,
The next smile.
The next wish that comes true.
But if you believe that it is right around the corner.
And you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it.
To the certainty of it.
You just might get the thing you're wishing for.
The world is full of magic.
You just have to believe in it.
So make your wish.
Do you have it?
Good.
Now believe in it.
With all your heart.

I still believe, do you?

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