And the stars they seemed to paint the most elaborate scene

Saturday, August 02, 2008 1:13 AM

I don't know why but these lyrics just keep passing through my head time & time again:

"Even though sometimes your ways,
I cannot understand.
I'll never walk away because,
my future's in Your hands."

I won't walk away I promise, I promise.

The world is as wonderful as ever & the people too.
I'm as grateful for all the things I have, as ever.
Yet... I feel so exhausted.
Its been such hectic tall nights.
Trainings especially. & Sometimes I feel..... gah. =\
I'm excited for the events/stuff to come but,
Tired, very tired.
Contradicting huh?
EOYS are coming soon,
I still love my teammates as much as ever but srsly..
Please, trainings go away (?)
Sh!t, I can't give up now, no no no. (!!!!!!)
Not now.
I need time time time.

It's crazy how the pain seems to overflow...
I was strong for you.
I guess afterall, we're all learning to fall.

Labels: Exhaustion, Fatigue and Restlessness.