And the stars they seemed to paint the most elaborate scene

Tuesday, April 07, 2009 11:21 PM

Crashing down.

(Don't bother.)
I feel like playing Quadrapop. Gaaaaaaah, I don't know what I'm doing here, my eyes are killing me ugh shit. I know right I know, I'm going to meet my demise soon, mye is like in 2.5 weeks. I can't possibly screw my mid-years like my CTs. Yesterday, Mr B talked to us personally about o's and stuff, I told him my aim was 12 pts for O's, he told me to lower it to 10. Then he asked about my progress in amath etc etc. He said that we were exactly the same, and that humanities and languages came much easier than maths and sciences, so we'd have to put in a crazy amount of effort and stuff. ........ ya da ya da. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But what if I cannot how !!!! Don't think I can bear another session with the disappointed blue eyes (which kills!!), with John (what if he doesn't want to give tuition already !? Teaching me, even saints also will pekcek) my parents and ..... yeah myself wlao can die right can die. And its so frustrating trying to do amath, I understand it, I get it when questions are gone through but when I'm left to do on my own, I cannot! I want to get the happy tingly feeling I always get when I understand new chapters and stuff, like how I felt when I got vectors! Integration starts tomorrow. Its apparently tougher than differentiation. Pls obliterate me with a light-saber now if they do exist, I want the brillaintly yellow-coloured one !! Time is flying away @ jet-speed. 2.5 more weeks to Mid-years. June holidays with either 1/2 weeks of school. 1 month of school, then prelims. 1+month of revision, O-fricking-levels.

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Very soon, our only entertainment will really be Dayang & Jinkai singing Insomnia & going off-key in their falsettos. ...................................................