"Just because I'm hurting, doesn't mean I'm hurt.
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserved.
No better & no worse.

I just got lost, every river that I tried to cross.
Every door I ever tried was locked.
Oh I'm ...
Just waiting till the shine wears off."


Abyss of moodless wallowing.
And somehow I feel the entire week's going to be a lot of this.
Die.