Teh life.

2010-02-27T02:21:00.002+08:00

collidingrockets.tumblr.com

2010-02-17T23:11:00.002+08:00

1. I need to place God first in my life again.
2. I need to complete all my assignments and stay awake during lectures and take time off to study diligently.
3. I need to play properly during trainings!!!!!!!!!!!

My 3 resolutions for 2010 that's two months late.

2010-02-16T12:11:00.000+08:00

Ever felt happy and upset at the same time? LIKE NAO.
CNY = awesome family time
But on the other hand you just have to ruin it, I'm sick of you and all your bullshit.

2010-02-05T00:12:00.001+08:00

TGIF!!! Excited for school tmrw and CNY (Yeah for once)
Can't wait for the weekend!!!!!!!! Yeah this more like a ... tweet than a post but wtv!
Peaaaaaaaaace outttttttttt -Nutty_1993@NEEDTOSLEEP.COM

2010-02-03T23:33:00.001+08:00

OG 13 + Ben (the watermelon)
YEAH WE KICK ASS.
\m/

2010-01-30T00:38:00.001+08:00

On the day when I see
All that You have for me
When I see You face to face
There surrounded by Your grace

All my fears swept away
In the light of Your embrace
Where Your love is all I need
and forever I am free

Where the streets are made of gold
In Your presence healed and whole
Let the songs of heaven rise to You alone

No weeping
No hurt or pain
No suffering
You hold me now, You hold me now
No darkness
No sick or lame
No hiding
You hold me now, You hold me now

In this life I would stand
through my joy and my pain
Knowing there’s a greater day
There's a hope that never fades

Where Your name is lifted high
and forever praises rise
For the glory of Your name
I'm believing for the day

Where the wars and violence cease
All creation lives in peace
Let the songs of heaven rise to You alone

And the hope is once again renewed.

2010-01-29T23:04:00.002+08:00

Too much going through my head!

2010-01-25T02:14:00.003+08:00

Shout Your Fame.

Knowing you Jesus, knowing you
There is no greater thing
You're my all, you're the best
You're my joy, my righteousness
And I love you, Lord

One of the most amazing things about God is that we don't need any effort to communicate with him. No need for emails, calls or texts. In fact all we have to do is just to .. think it/say it. Whatever! Isn't it awesome? Isn't God awesome? There are no boundaries keeping us away from God, we don't have to pass through the imperial army or write a plea requesting him to be present. He just is. Always. If you don't believe me, why don't you give it a try eh? :)

"Christianity isn't a religion, its a relationship (with God)."

2010-01-20T01:29:00.000+08:00

最后的疼爱，是手放开？

2010-01-14T01:07:00.005+08:00

You're in my head like a song on the radio.

So glad I still have this space to keep me company when I feel empty. YAY. Well these days have been good. Camps and events and stuff are all over. And school has started for most people! So yep got my olevel results back but .......... lets not go there.

Besides, I thought 2009 was a good year. I thought 2009 was an awesome year, filled with amazing breakthroughs in every aspect of my life. During the O's period of mugging and insane sleeping hours, God pulled me through! Every time I pray for strength, I get it. Every time I doubt, He clears it. Every time I worry, He wipes it away. Every time I stray, He has pulled me back into his everlasting arms. Every doubt and fear planted in me, Lord you have cleared. You have placed in me instead, optimism! I feel different and I constantly feel renewed. You are so real. So, so real.

Thank you God, for You are unfailing and Your mercies are unending.

This year 2010, I just want to stop disappointing. I really really want to do well and so I will!!!!! So yeah whatever JC I'll be in, here I come!
I know Your grace will not lead me to where Your grace cannot keep me. :)

OK ON A MUCH LIGHTER NOTE 4RP CHALET OMG OMG OMG ARE YOU EXCITED???? I AM. HAHAHAHAHA LAST FEW WEEKS OF TREASURED HOLIDAY I'M GOING TO FILL YOU UP!!!! ;) ;) ;)

AND THIS WEEK WAS A GOOD START! WENT KITE FLYING YSTD WITH THE BULBS AND THEN TO NICK'S (AWESOME AND AMAZING) HOUSE. I SHOW YOU SMTHNG DAMN AWESOME:

LIKE MODELS RIGHT????? SAY YES.
Yes.
OK OFF TO READ JAE BOOKLET NOW HA HA HA HA HA AND LAUGH AT SHERYL (Hi) WHO'S MUGGING HER BUTT OFF.

AWESOMENUT_1993@IROCKYOURSOCKS.COM SIGNING OFF, (L) BYE.

2010-01-04T00:12:00.001+08:00

Can we rewind to 1 month back? I feel ... so empty.

2009-12-11T03:22:00.000+08:00

BACK OMG BUSY DAYS AHEAD

2009-12-01T01:33:00.002+08:00

DON'T HANG UP ON ME 'CUZ I'M HUNG UP ON YOU

2009-11-30T00:12:00.004+08:00

All the right moves in all the right places,

Hiya hiya wurld! The fact that time is passing so quickly is really really scaring me. But on the other hand it's good cause camp'll quickly come hehehe. Ok so I met my group members today and it didn't go that ... badly I think. Anyway group names are by countries and the sub groups are by the cities/states. And so my country is Brazil and group name is Victoria. HOW ON EARTH ARE WE GOING TO THINK OF CHEERS OMG DIE. Ok ok 11th 11th, cooperative members ftw (L). "GIMME A V, GIMME A I .... no." OUR TWIN GROUP IS CALLED SAO PAOLO HA HA HA HA HA.

Ok anyw everything's settled and I'm feeling quite jittery cause I'll be in Korea so creating group identities are kinda a problem. But we got it settled yay thank you Evan, you get the best co-leader award ha haha!!!!! Oh yeah yeah Brazil right~ What are the flag colours? Green and YELLOW HAHAHAHAHA YAY HAPPY ME. ~o(^^)o~ :*!!!! Excited!!!

For Korea too! Haven't packed yet though! Omg 10 days gone. Sigh totally will miss SG and Hotbulbs and ... everyone :( Why is it so hard to go overseas now!!!! Gone were those days where we were 10 and were so thrilled to be taking a plane that we couldnt sleep the day before!!!!!!! Why! Places? .. People? Why not now?

Aye, everything's so different now. Everything.

I'm so tired of denials.

2009-11-26T21:32:00.000+08:00

You just don't get it, do you?

2009-11-23T00:22:00.007+08:00

I surrender all.

Today was a great day. Stayed for 3pm svc and our guest pastor said smthng that made me go "Wow" It was smthng I already heard and knew but I haven't really gave it much thought before. She said "He (Jesus) believed you were worth every drop of his blood.'' Isn't that crazy? That the King of Kings would die for you and me cause He believed that we were worth it. Worth the torture and worth the pain. I'm worth all that? Trust me, if I were Him I wouldn't even die for me. And no I don't have some inferiority complex thing going on but, really, me? All that suffering for someone like me? ....... Truly, who then can fanthom the depth of His love and grace. What a awesome God.
(JUST A PENNY FOR MY THOUGHTS LAH OK WHATS A BLOG FOR ANYWAY!!!)

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Ok aaaaaanyway! Omg can't wait for Amazing(race) camp. NOTICE HOW ITS TWO WORDS? AMAZING GRACE AND AMAZING RACE OMG COOL RIGHT HA HAHA. Going to get the name list of my camp kids soon!!!!! My bunch of Primary 6's and lower sec kids ... HERE I COME! HAHAHAHAHA. ... Ok I hope I survive ha ha. This week'll be interesting! Sigh but our Cell leaders are having their exams soon!!!!!!!! Darren WOO and Rachel Kee goodluck all the best ok can one University only what HAHAHAHA Hotbulbs (L) u!!!!!! Sigh ok goodnight~ Gna go deviantart-ing and .... SIGH !!! SRSLY SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT ?!?!?! I DONT KNOW HOW HOW. AND NOW YOU THINK IM CRAZY CAUSE YOU DONT KNOW WHAT THE HECK THIS QUESTION IS ABOUT. GREAT. :( X 2

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My chains are gone, I've been set free.

My God, my Saviour has ransomed me.
Like a flood his mercy rains.
Unending love, amazing grace.

2009-11-21T21:36:00.004+08:00

A screenwriter's blues,

PHOTOBUCKET! IS! CRASHING! MY! MOZILLA!
Ok anyw this was steamboat with the cell group! .... Look @ Ernest's face so happy. Man U lose to Chelsea also so happy. (OLD NEWS) Ok cool can't wait to see 'em tmr! Exciting! Ok fringe pls turn back to normal! And Chloe! Tan! Wei! Yi! Don't forget our plans! Thompson road + impromptu-u-know-what! :D
OMG OMG OMG, next week here I come~ :)

2009-11-18T22:09:00.002+08:00

"A Hand to Take Hold of the Scene"

HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TODAY WAS GRRRRRRRR8 FUN!!!!! Hvn't had that much fun in a long long time! Heh heh heh all the kite-flying attempts and running around yay yay! And ystd was Steamboat with Hotbulbs (PLANNED BY ME EXTREMELY SUCCESSFUL FYI). HAHAHAHAHA. And ok ... No pictures hv been uploaded yet, hurry Rachel Kee!!!!!! SO ........... I SHALL POST THE 3 CLASS PICTURES + Huang Lao Shi, FROM BBQ !!!!!!!!! (Taken from Yuanhui!)

Grr I h8 it that I have to resize the pics, so tiny! Shall change my layout soon ... or .. not so soon. HAHAHAHA. We'll see! Okay you know MSN there's the 'favourites' category right? Out of my 8 contacts, ONLY ......... 3 are in Singapore. WTHECK !?!??! Great. GREAT.
Anyway, thrilllllllllled NEXT WEEK'S VOLLEYBALL CHALET!!! MEL COME BACK TO SG NOW GENEVIE BE UNGROUNDED (ha ha) NOW AND RACHEL LAM WHERE'RE YOU NOW!!!!!

MORE PICTURES SOON I'M EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Plus someone's coming back to SG tmrw!!!!!!!! EXCITED X2!!!!!!!!! AND YOU KNOW WHAT ............ This post is so incoherent so funny ha ha. Okay ciao.

2009-11-15T19:30:00.000+08:00

Some streets lead ... nowhere.

HI! I am going to surmmarize the past 3 months in this post. Awshome or whart. Ok actually it's just grad day (half of the pictures are Yuanhui's!) and some hotbulbs pictures!!! I don't remember the dates at all so ... WTV LAH. STARTING WITH MY FAVOURITE PICTURE. Ready? Oh yeah it's gna blowz ur mindz I tell ya. ........................ Be excited be very very excited. Prolly the most important person in my life ok!!! (I'm kidding I'm kidding I'm kidding). Eh wait wait. Yuanhui's going to Switzerland today! Have a safe trip and hurry back babe! MUCH MORE RP OUTINGS2PLAN (:B)

OK SO PICTURE OF MY LIFE:
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(You probably can already see this anyway -.-)
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!!!!!!!
CHACE ADORABLE CRAWFORD.

Can't take it leh. HIS EYES. Need map to explore. HAHAHA. Just like someone's ................. ;)
Definitely Eye candy of the year. And the year after ... and the year after the year after .....................
Yup.
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Graduation Day for 4RP 2009.

Ahhh!! Very blur. Yh send me the original ones! FB pictures quality sux2dmax.

TENG CHIAT HA HA HA HA.

OMG SELF TIMER OK SO NICE WHO TAKE ONE ?!?! ... Me.

WTH SO BLUR WHO TAKE ONE ?!?!?! ... Also me. And srsly. I LOOK LIKE FLASH. LOOK AT MY LEGS LIKE I ZOOM-ED THERE RIGHT COOL OR NOT. Cool.

(L)

Ha haha Jinkai is Smileyboy1993!

WJX before Egyptian Mummification.

FYI Ms Woo is awesome. She almost cried ok!!!!! Ha ha.

Love this! I (later) gave everyone flowers (freshly plucked HAHAHA)

Same class for for life omg.

WHY YOU CRY? :( HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA DON'T KILL ME.

P/s: I miss 4RP already. I can't imagine not going back to CCH next year. Not having those silly familiar faces in the mrng. (Even faces that came to school half blind cause they haven't wore their contacts yet. ... Ok actually only Yuanhui. HAHAHAHA) SIGH!!!!!!
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Hotbulbs day @ BOAT QUAY

I'm tellin' ya, Rachel Kee (>) is weird.

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HI.
I'M STOKED FOR THIS (COMING) WEEK.
I'LL TELL YOU WHAT'S ON ... But then I'll have to kill you.

(A cold breeze passes across the room)
(Insert evil laughter)
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Ok ... bye.

o(^^)o

2009-11-12T23:07:00.002+08:00

Just one problem, who do I say 'Happy 1111' to?

Wow this feels totally foreign! Ha ha. Well, the BIG O'S are finally over and I'm glad I'm glad. And thank God omg he has sustained me through this terrible ordeal. (NO DRAMATISATION OK DEAD SERIOUS). But it has been tough and awesome and I'm just glad its over. Though I constantly feel that I should be studying. ... This freedom is so ... strange. Yeah? Most people I know feel this way too okay I'm not weird. And ystd ended great with THE class. HAHAHAHA. Very successful BBQ @ Ang Ni Ni's. Thanks Yuanhui and Tc and co for planning the awesome bbq! It was great! And we had fun! Eh the Texas thingy poker sometime soon again leh! Some 4RP thingy soon again leh, of course that includes Tanyi and Ziyang etc!!!!!!!!! Hahaha.

But okay more exciting stuff coming up yeah? Volleyball trngs, chalet, Hotbulbs outings, church, Ong Shumin, church camp, Korea trip !!!!!!!!!! And which reminds me I saw Tong Shuyi today!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wow. Seriously. Happy like bird! Ha haha.

But the only week that I'm completely free which is the upcoming one ... IS THE WEEK THAT EVERYONE'S GONE. Korea, Switzerland, Jordan/Paris, Shanghai ..... Like what!!!!!!!!!!! What is this!!!!!!!!!! Today alone, my dad left for Japan, Deon left for Korea and Tracy left for Jordan. Yuanhui's leaving for Switzerland fricking soon too. Grrrrrrr why do I have to go to Korea from 1st-10th December instead!!!!!!!!! But k I'm quite excited heh heh because it doesnt clash with anything. But ...... Sigh ok I shall stop whining. I shall try to wake up for training tmr to lose some fats. Or else Genevie Gan will say I remind her of Y***** again and I cannot beat her because Gun (Gan) owns Wong. (HER OWN LOGIC PLS). And I'm going to see Jacq on Saturday! Yay. Hvnt really talked to her in more than a week and ... thats like eternity. Seriously. Hahahaha. GRRRRRRRRR OKAY

WHY IS ALL THIS HAPPENING SO FAST I NEED TO RELAX I NEED TO RELAX I NEED TO ............... READ? Oh yeah books hehehehehe reread Harry Potter? Set, reread Harry Potter. GOODNIGHT WURLDZ I WILL BE BACK.

And I shall just shut up, for now. ..... Oh God I don't know how I'm even going to sleep tonight. ....... ugh SHUT UP.

2009-10-19T00:52:00.002+08:00

(I FEEL LIKE ...........)

Hi. Do you know what I feel like doing now? Of course you don't. I feel like ........ watching a blockbuster film. Like .. Batman or ....... Spiderman...... I don't even like them both ha ha ha ha. I feel like catching up on all the Gossip Girl episodes I've missed. I want to read. I want the 4th book of the Eragon inheritance cycle to come out. I really like the word "BRISINGR!" It means fire. I want to read Chronicles of Narnia.

I don't feel like ... ..... doing physics, amath and geography. Everytime I feel that I should study I whip out a emath paper, and sure it does help but I've been doing emath for days, if not then it's like what Nick says "The subjects I like" Cause whenever he asks what I'm studying its always emath ss hist emath ss hist emath ss hist emath ss hist. In total thats like only 2 subjects. Imma chuck chinese aside for awhile and I have completed my english revision for olevels, so I have 3 more subjects to start studying for. I don't plan to do amath until I've finished the essentials first so ... I have not studied for geography and Phy/Chem. I am so dead. Oh and I h8 physics. Like seriously. And I have like only a week odd.

I feel like drinking Iced Tea right now. I feel like watching Saturday Night Live. I feel like going to the airport. I feel like singing a song whose notes I cannot reach and go out of tune badly. I feel like listening to McFly. I FEEL LIKE PLAYING VOLLEYBALL. YES I DO. I feel like going out now. I feel like taking a stroll, with XXXXXXXXX. BOOM BOOM PAU. I feel like making someone laugh. I feel like encouraging someone! I feel like watching an airplane take off. I feel like hearing a joke.

Yes and seeing Shumin and Huilin on ........ tuesday? I think. Made me realise I haven't seen many people in a very long time! Like Lau Yunting where are you!!!!! Ok in SAJC. And I miss Shuyi ha ha. OK NVVVVVVVVM.

Ok that's all I feel so much better. I am not whining! Actually most of these stuff don't even have anythg to do with O's. I JUST WANT TO DO CAN OR NOT. 23 Days to the end of O's I think. IS THERE A NEED TO SAY "I CANT WAIT!" ????

Ok I shall go do ..... or study smthng. And listen to The Click Five. Where have they disappeared to btw ?!??! OK WAIT JUST GOOGLED AND THEIR NEW ALBUM IS COMING OUT IN THE FALL OF 2009. HURRAY. I LIKE 'EM! OK if you read everything I typed then ........................ You should be studying. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

OK BYE!

2009-10-15T21:22:00.000+08:00

The moment I dread has arrived. Its now the time ... to start physics.

2009-10-03T00:18:00.002+08:00

"I make 'em good girls go bad"

2009-10-01T23:12:00.002+08:00

I am so tired. Rah, I can't wait for o'levels to end. Last 3 weeks everyone!

The Lord is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge.
-Psalms 27:1

The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him.
Psalms 28:7

2009-09-27T00:08:00.002+08:00

"Tonight will be a good good night"

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH. O's in a month!!!!!!! Exciting!!!!!!! Well, no. But, yes. I'm stoked. Today was awesome. (Y)!!!!!!!!!

with love says:
*i think i partially miss you ytd
*HAHAHAHA
(NATASHA) says:
*AWWWWWWWW
with love says:
*but i cant rmb already :P

TOLD YOU I'LL NEVER LET YOU FORGET IT!!!!!!!!!!! :B Yes ok I will return you, your highlighter tmrw. Off to do TYS and IS LEWIS HAMILTON AWESOME OR WHAT?!?!?!?! HAHAHAHAHA NOT JUST CUZ HIS GF'S A PUSSYCAT DOLL. HE DRIVES WELL TOO!!!! Ok nvm. HAHAHAHA. GOODNIGHT WURLD :*

2009-09-22T21:26:00.002+08:00

Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Jehovah Jireh- The Lord will provide. You are indeed unfailing and Your love is unending. :>
You are an awesome God!

2009-09-19T22:37:00.001+08:00

"10 000 miles to your heart, 10 000 miles is still apart."

(9/11)

Ok so last friday was Yahweh! Wow ... ok this week sped past superbly fast! K anyway we had great fun during Yahweh, 'cept that my legs were turning jelly ha ha my knees almost buckled, I'd rather run for 2 hrs than stand still for 2 hrs!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Aite and before Yahweh we (well 1/3 of the CG) went for lunch + boardgaming @ Mind Cafe Boat Quay! It was fun ha ha we're krazee over TICKET TO RIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:) Hahaha ok picz.

HAHAHAHA

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(17/09)

Exams ended today and so we had a class outing hehe, we watched The Ugly Truth which was (Y) but ... ok yeah sick but it was nice! I heart chick flickz, always the fairytale ending!!!!!! And Gerard Butler is wowowowowowow! HAHAHA. Srsly I think Yuanhui laughed louder than me lah esp at ...... t.......hat part ...... wlao it was super funny omg. Ok so aft that we head for Bugis for steamboat and it was kinda awesome! I quote Yuanhui "Whoooo coolio, we could talk abt everyth, and laughed at the simplest things." And we didn't fall sick!!!! (Y)! Ok so I headed home aft steamboat $(!@*)$!*)@$. Yep so ok that was really quite an awesome day heh! Ang Yuanhui, cheer up ok (L) u! ;)

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(19/9)

Ok ystd was Com meeting which was really interesting! And then today was ........ totally slack-off day omg srsly. Ok actually no ........ I woke up to watch MTV Video Music Awards which was offffffff-da-hookz! But srsly MTV should just show it live, not 5 days later wtheck! Anyw the performances were awesome like Beyonce's 'Single Ladies' and Pink's flying gymnastics, and Taylor Swift's partying in the train! Ok so yeah since this was like a major part of my day, thought I'd share some of the glitz & glamour!
So ok presenting the weird, the awesome, the dreamy looking.

I know right. Wow. Yes, its Lady Gaga, who else ?!?!

Kudos to Taylor Swift for an awesome outdoor performance just 5mins after the Kanye West shiz!

Ok and so for me, the glamour-girl award for the night goes to ....

Katy Perry! (Y)!

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Blokes!

Gape Saporta from Cobra Starship omg! He is nthng but cute.

Aaaaaaaand guess who won best Hip Hop MV?
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E-M-I-N-E-M!

Werewolf boy.
And the extended trailer of Newmoon is out, you can see the Volturi and everythg! Youtube it!

I like him. Well, his accent.

Muse!

Ok so forget Lady Gaga, the guy I'd go GAGA over is
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Chace Awesome Crawford. Period.
Ok VMAs was awesome, except for the stunt Kanye West pulled on Taylor Swift. Douche. No more Love Lockdown on you Mr-Heartless. Team Taylor ftw.
Ok so 'nuff said, go catch it on MTV! \m/

K off to coax noobcake into eating dinner.
auf Wiedersehen, lebe wohl!

2009-09-16T01:52:00.001+08:00

Rah, 've been saying it my entire upper sec life and I'll say it a million times over again:
Amath reeks.

2009-09-07T00:20:00.002+08:00

I FEEL A DAMN-IT-TO-THE-DARKEST-ABYSS-OF-THE-EARTH-SORETHROAT COMING UP ITS THE WORST OMG FIRST AN ULCER THEN SORETHROAT. I WANT TO EAT. GNA GO SPAM LIKE .. WATER AND ICE NOW ..... IT'LL HELP RIGHT? YEAH OK I HOPE SO YAY HA HA HA HA BYE. WAIT DID I MENTION THAT IM REALLY EXCITED!!! YEAH! O'S AND OUR HORRIBLE LIFESTYLE (IF IT EVEN QUALIFIES TO BE ONE) NOW IS ENDING IN 7-8 WEEKS. SO STUDY AND THINK OF THE AFTERMATH OK!! GO GO GO! K OFF TO SAVE MY POOR THROAT. BYE.

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Through You,
I can do anything,
I can do all things,
For it’s You who give me strength,
Nothing is impossible

Through You,
Blind eyes are opened,
Strongholds are broken,
I am living by faith,
Nothing is impossible!

;)

2009-09-02T00:08:00.004+08:00

"Did you ever put your arms out and just kept spinning and spinning and spinning? Well that's what love is like. Everything inside of you tells you to stop before you fall, but you just keep on going."

2009-08-29T15:30:00.003+08:00

Falling in love/Falling apart?

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Here I am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SS was not bad, I got lucky again. And Amath was yesterday and I don't feel much cause I tried my best ... well during the paper, not the preparation. But I used like 6 pages of the foolscape out of 7 given! Its quality not quantity that counts obviously but I tried. But I can't believe I did the axises of my graph wrongly, bloody annoying it was like the easiest 7 marks ever. I MEAN THEY GIVE YOU THE POINTS AND YOU PLOT THE GRAPH WTHECK AND I COULDNT EVEN DO THAT RIGHT DAMN IT!!?!?!?! And O level oral was .... .... yeah. Firstly my mouth was completely dry wtheck I was dying, Wjx its all your fault make me talk to you :@!!!!!! And I talked like a bullet train cause I was nervous, I was talking so fast with the hand actions and all it'd be amazing if they got half of what I said. But ... I hope ... that it was ok. Its fricking O levels for goodness sake.

Anyway I realised I'm just 4 more papers away from my 1 week holiday. Well .. 6 if you include CL P1 & P1. And I'm looking forward to the holidays! Studying is a must of course but there'll be Yahweh Worship Service and smthng like that is what I really need right now. And cell group fun I think !!! Yay!

So yep that's that. I just caught Hannah Montana the Movie with my sister anyway and it was good!!!!!! Well .. Lucas Till (above) was ....... HAHAHAHA. Yes we all saw him already from Taylor Swift's music video but who knew he looked this perfect !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! @.@ Ah anyway so that's that. Shall go do smthng else now, leave no space for anyway ... wayward thoughts!

Bye

2009-08-23T00:13:00.000+08:00

Completely-unproductive-'studying'-damnit

2009-08-17T22:31:00.002+08:00

And exactly what are we running from?

2009-08-09T04:49:00.002+08:00

You know ... I never thought I'd ever say this at almost five in the mrng.
And I never thought I'd join the cluster of screamy fans but ..... ...
seriously ok
...... .......
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Boys over flowers is aaaactually not half bad .... ....
cause there's .......... .....
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Ready?
1.
2.
3.

....... ....
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GU JUNPYO
!!!!!!!!!!
(L)

2009-08-06T22:40:00.002+08:00

Heart's in fragile hands.

Stop.sleeping.stop.sleeping.stop.sleeping.
Sigh I can't even last 2 hours doing notes. Weirdly enough the only thing that keeps me awake is the subject I suck at, Math. ._. Raaaaaah. This week has been completely draining pfht. No wait, this week gives an entirely new meaning to draining. Its like .... "
"Ok ... ok ... ok ... (reaches home) .... (Crumbles)"
By crumble: I mean falling asleep or sloth-ing, duh. And I want everyone to recover now !!!!! Like Yuanhui's recurring flu and Genevie Gan :( lets all be in the pink of health ha ha!

K yup anyw, I'm so glad I lived through this week. Actually .... I'm one geog SEQ, one english essay and one chinese essay away from ending this day.
And wait, I need to take the bus to school tomorrow.
Yeah, life's really ......... good.

2009-08-01T23:37:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday little Sis!

Though I saw you for a total of like 2 minutes the entire day. Still, hope you had fun, doing your .. city march or smthng. Grumpy little pig.

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Life is just one damned thing after another.
- Elbert Hubbard

2009-08-01T00:27:00.003+08:00

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It's not supposed to be easy, but it's supposed to be worth it.

2009-07-28T23:22:00.007+08:00

Hm?

Hot! Though he should totally wear black suits 24/7.

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"The human nature is to dig deeper holes if one does not know how to patch them."
-Unknown

Well I'm not shaken, I won't be.

2009-07-26T21:46:00.003+08:00

You hold me now, You hold me now.

Hillsong's was awesome! And Pastor Judah Smith's message was doubly awesome! Everything was awesome, even our dinner and seats! Ha haha. Overall (Y) X (Y) X (Y) X (Y) X (Y) X (Y) !! Ha haha. The crux is to know that God's grace is sufficient for your every flaw. His grace is enough, for you. Let God do for you what you cannot do for yourself!

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1 more thing:

Omg, aren't they adorable ?!?!?!?! I am in love with beagles. .... Puppy love. HAHAHAHAHA K NVM.

K yay, I'm a happy bird! Bye!
(:)

2009-07-24T00:44:00.003+08:00

This is the last time.

"I remember the first time
The first of many lies
Sweep it into the corner
Or hide it under the bed
Say these things they go away
But they never do"

//

"If it bothers you that much, maybe you better question who you're really
trying so hard for."

..... What if it still bothers me that much?
Ever thought that maybe sometimes we expect more from others because we'd be willing to do that much for them?

2009-07-23T22:43:00.003+08:00

Complete Unaware

I attempted an 8 mark TYS differentiation question with 3 parts and it goes smthng like this...

........ "I finished it already."
"Ok check your answer first" (John)
"Ok! 0.635 .... 0.635 ... OMG CORRECT LEH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
" ....... -.-"

OK NOW EVERYBODY SAY WEEKENDS!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKENDSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

~('.')~

2009-07-22T21:22:00.005+08:00

There is definitely something wrong with me.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm feeling ... really ... really cold now. The fan's not even on and I'm fweeezing. I don't want to be sick. I h8 skipping schl.
OOOOOOOK, Chinese O's is officially over (for now) so yeah pls pls A2 A2 A2. K then, off to study History 2.1 2.1 Hitler Stalin Japanese Militarists raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
P/s: 96 more days to O's baby!

I don't care what you think, as long as its about me ~
I (L) Fall Out Boy

2009-07-15T22:55:00.003+08:00

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for you

(!!!!!!!!!!!!)

This song is stuck in my head!

2009-07-12T20:52:00.004+08:00

With Everything- Hillsong United.

Open our eyes
To see the things that make Your heart cry
To be the church that You would desire
Your light to be seen

Break down our pride
And all the walls we’ve built up inside
Our earthly crowns and all our desires
We lay at Your feet

Let hope rise
And darkness tremble
In Your holy light
That every eye will see
Jesus our God
Great and mighty to be praised

God of all days
Glorious in all of Your ways
Oh the majesty the wonder and grace
In the light of Your Name

With everything
With everything
We will shout for Your glory
With everything
With everything
We will shout forth Your praise

Our hearts they cry
Be glorified
Be lifted high above all names
For You our King
With everything
We will shout forth Your praise.

Undeniably, Your love is unending.

2009-07-12T02:24:00.001+08:00

Perfect my faith, set my heart ablaze.

LIGHT THE WAY 2009

Yesterday was LTW concert! And it was awesome !!!!!! Ha haha.
OMG! And I wasn't even late with timed compre in school and all ++++ I got to our Woodlands church in ....... ..... less than 30 minutes. !!!! IT TOOK ME F.O.U.R MINS TO GET FROM SERANGOON TO BISHAN!!!! THE CIRCLE LINE ROCKS! Plus its a yellow line, heh. Our travel system is so efficent! SINGAPORE ROCKS, WORD!

Yup ok so we got there and we had like front row privileges! Yay yay yay! Had great fun with the P&W and all the rah-rah stuff and lighting/visual effects!!! We were standing infront of the trumpets, I'm sure my eardrums would never be the same again. HAHAHAHA. So yup it was (Y)!

.... Yeah. This is the real Rachel and Nicholas.

TKGS Advertisement.

Testify, for my Jesus! Jesus!

2009-07-08T23:11:00.004+08:00

There's some things we don't talk about.
Rather do without, just hold the smile.

Ok I think I did okay for Olvl CL oral, okay prolly means .. no distinction but heck! Ha ha.

On 2nd thought, no heck. Oral's 40% of Olvl CL!!!!
> Went for lunch with Clarisse, Woo Jiaxin, Kevin, Mayer & Allan aft oral @ Singpost!
> Very interesting.... hm. HAHAHA.
> I SAW MELISA WONG!!!!!!!!!! I SPENT 5MINS WITH MELISA WONG! I MISS MELISA WONG.
>John Mayer rocks.

> SO EGGCITED FOR FRIDAY! 10/07/09

OK BYE

2009-07-08T00:05:00.004+08:00

I fell too far, was in way too deep.
I guess, I let you get the best of me.

Well I never saw it coming.
I should've started running a long long time ago.
And I'd never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

2009-07-05T02:41:00.003+08:00

It had to be you.

I miss you, fatty !!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!
Sigh ok watched Animal Planet yesterday night and I miss Bo a lottttttttttt :(
Ah anyway, life isn't that bad! Except for a fever that already went away and a cough that's coming back. Hv loads to do, including practice for chinese O'lvl oral next week. Heh heh. Hope I don't lose my voice again. !$(!!(*@$!*(@) Ha ha. At least the days are interesting and extremely bearable now.
:B
Whoohoo Happy Birthday Dad! (4/7)
Dinner tmrw, can't wait.
Ok, I'm off to bed its late & there's church tmrwww. Besides, I'm tired of waiting.
Night!

2009-07-01T00:44:00.003+08:00

/
Goodnight stars, goodnight air, goodnight noises everywhere.

2009-06-28T22:40:00.012+08:00

And I might even be a rockstar.

@ Church today!

Aw, Nicole has no shades.

Nathanael! I think I edited this picture very awesomely.

Bea!

Darren & Shadeless Nicole #2

Leona Lewis.
Triangular hair. - Spot the shades!

See Chloe, this is what happens you figet.

////

Saturday 27th June

3RP '08 GATHERING! (Only Tanyi came though ._.) For lunch we had me, Yuanhui, Kevin and Tanyi. -.- Like srsly, lunch was an epic fail. Ha ha okay nvm so after eating Keith, Tracy, Woo Jiaxin, Mr Bercury and his son Luke (!!!!) joined us! So we went ICE SKATING... .... sigh. Thank you Yuanhui and Kevin for your patience. :) Esp Yuanhui ... thinking back on what happened yesterday. Love you to bits. HAHAHAHA. And WJX ultimate betrayer. You've never ice-skated before and you could skate f.a.s.t in like what?!? 5 mins? And I totally don't care if you can rollerblade. Wlao !!!!!!!!
P/s: I don't like Ice-skating. At least Tanyi could blade without the help of railings. SIGH. But ok it was fun. Ha ha ha.
PP/s: Sorry its so dry, pictures are with Mr Bercury!

Ok then Mr Bercury and Luke left so we went to Dhoby Ghaut to eat awesome food and Jinkai joined us. It was super retarded, we played Level 1 Pig and Kevin got owned like crazy!!!! Ok then after much discussion we decided to go to ...... ....... my house. So when we (Me, Tracy, Yuanhui, WJX, Tanyi, Kevin, Jinkai) reached we decided to play the stupid drinking( water) game.
1. It almost killed us.
2. We finished all the water in my house.
3. Tanyi got high on plain water.
Ok wth if I can avoid it, I'm never ever ever playing this game again. And we are never going to play games that Kevin suggests again. ... ....... Kidding. .... ..... not. Seriously.

Ok then we started playing .. RAVING RABBIDS ON WII HA HA HA HA HA. Ok so the girls were a team and the guys were another. Okay so after a lot of fun, Tracy's mum came, Kevin's mum came and my mum sent Yuanhui, Jinkai & Tanyi home cause it was 12MN !!!! It was awesome, awesome fun!

///

So that's it! Good luck for the new term tomorrow! Quite eggcited. I must be raving mad.
'Night!

"If you're a bird, I'm a bird."
I just might, sorta, kinda, miss you.

2009-06-26T23:41:00.005+08:00

And down goes another one.

Hi, I'm in the usual ranting mood today. So the King of Pop has passed on. Everyone's really... stunned, I guess. I went on Twitter today and reactions were really sad. Here's a few:

@Petewentz-
Prayers and thoughts with Michael Jackson.
I haven't hope in so long that news isn't true.
I have never felt this before in my life. I could measure my childhood 2 now on an mj growth chart. if this is true. Rip. The last legend.
@Taylorswift13-
It just doesn't feel real.. Everyone is walking around backstage saying "Have you heard?".
@Lilyroseallen-
Is michael jackson dead ?
No F***ing way.
@Aplusk (Ashton Kutcher)-
Pray for his kids
@Katyperry-
Oh my God.
@Ditavonteese-
I'm stunned and sad. I can't even say anything else because I don't really believe it ri

Everyone's really upset. Even Paris Hilton's tweets are awfully sad. What a sad day.
....... Okay I don't even know why I'm posting about MJ, I'm not a huge fan really .. but !! He is a legend afterall. As much as Elvis Presley or Marilyn Monroe. And its really really sudden. Ah, well.
RIP MJ. :-(

Okay back to today. Did trigo, John kept laughing at me cause I'm a gonecase @ trigo, must be so amusing tutoring me. That's about it.
Class outing tomorrow, yipeeeeeeee. :)

2009-06-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

To Unpathed Waters, Undreamed Shores.

Whoooooo, the holidays hv been completely occupied. Sigh! And now with H1N1 and everything, the holidays just got worse :( Sigh! Sigh! Sigh! Sigh! But ok, it did hv its share of fun .. while it lasted ha ha ha ha! Okay okay ... .... this is getting awfully redundant.

Pictures.

Outside Lighthouse Woodlands! From food trail!

The rest is with Rachel!
Ok and then ...
My all-time favourite pictures! YAY!

Taken with a self-timed camera you know !!!!

Our favourite hehehe.

OK THATS ALL I'M REALLY BORED AND WHY DO I KEEP TEARING !?!?! AS IN .. THE KIND OF TEARING THAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU YAWN ... 'CEPT .. I'M NOT YAWNING !!!!!
UGH.

///

OK ANYWAY ITS 12 (OK ACTUALLY ITS NOT IM JUST GOING TO EDIT THE TIME) SO ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 16TH LEON CHNG!

Hounourable man of fats that is exactly a month younger than me yay!!! All the best with your cannoeing competition lah k!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 16 already don't be such a girl. :B Sigh I hv officially suffered from knowing you for .... 8 years omg !!!! Happy birthday Chng!
HAHAHAHAHA.

OK THATS IT BYE BYE
'Night!

Edit: Sigh my blogskin puts borders around pictures, successfully killin' all my polaroids. :(

2009-06-20T02:00:00.003+08:00

Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whispers "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms.

2009-06-19T23:03:00.002+08:00

Pull away.

No one told me how bad I needed you.
But I somehow arrived at that conclusion all by myself.

Sometimes it seems that all I ever do is ask for impossible things
But I don't want to live this way and I know I got to change.
Yeah, someone's got to give.
Yeah someone's got to ...

Give give give, until there's nthg else
Give my all, until it all runs out.
Give, give and I'll have no regrets.
And
I'll just give until there's nothing left.

2009-06-19T00:09:00.001+08:00

OMG SO EXCITING I AM SO HAPPY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:) :) :D :) ;) :D C: c: :} :] [: :* (K) (L) :)

2009-06-12T23:30:00.004+08:00

My favourite person in the universe made me sad.

HIIIIIII. Hv been in mass class conferences for the ..... last 2 hours HA HA HA HA. Heh Jinkai thanks for adding me back I must have Dc-ed at least 20 times. I h8 my wireless, sucks2dmaxwtf.
But our conversations were mostly
spamming winks
spamming audio clips and
.......

- jιикai says:
*I WANT POM POM
- jιикai says:
*I WANT XU XU
- jιикai says:
*I WANT ORH ORH
YEAH MOSTLY IS LIKE THAT HAHAHAHA.
/
Went for trrrrrrng today it was ok. Genevie, you hv secret training at home is it, really (Y) lah now. And Huimin take care of your eyes ok you really look like a glue sniffer. SLEEP PLS SLEEP! Aaaaaaand Melisa Wong overslept, whaaaaaaat's new!!!!!!! But ah, I hvnt seen you in ages I miss you leh toot.
ON A HAPPIER NOTE EVERYONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I THINK ONG SHUMIN IS CRASHING ON THURSDAY. HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YAY. YAY YAY YAY YAY.
(OK END OF HAPPY NOTE.)

I can't believe im waking up @ 715 to build sandcastles.
RAAAAAAAAAH. OK NVM IM GOING TO TRY TO SOLVE THINGS NOW. WHATEVER THIS MOOD IS, SHAKE IT OFF NUT SHAKE IT OFF !!!!
SHAKE SHAKE I SHAKE SHAKE I SHAKE IT. I SHAKE SHAKE I SHAKE SHAKE I SHAKE IT.

..... Ok, goodnight.

2009-06-12T02:08:00.001+08:00

How long more is this going to ...... ...........?
Ah nevermind.

2009-06-11T22:59:00.004+08:00

Criminal Minds: "Nothing on his profile makes him a suspect. He has no parking fines, he lives in a modest house, drives a hybrid and according to his Veterinary records .. he has a very sick cat. The only thing suspicious is the purchase of a Celine Dion concert ticket."
WTH HA HA HA.

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEANETTE TAN (11/06)

HOTBULB'S FAVOURITE BLONDE HA HA HA HA.
(On Basketball) "Are we allowed to bounce?"

..... ........... sigh.

So yup, hi. I am eating peach strudel, drinking water, listening to Jonas Brothers!!!!!!!!!!!
I am also talking to .. (shudders)
I am soaring, tumbling, rising, plummeting, dying.
HA HA HA HA.

Which reminds me, caught Night @ The Museum 2 yesterday.
Jo' Bros were the Cherubs (cupids) omg super cute.
Ha ha I think the best scene was when the Pharaoh was holding the hour glass with the little man inside and telling Ben Stiller not to touch it and not to cross the imaginary line with his hand.
"I COULD KILL YOU NOW!"
HAHAHAHAHA.
It was .. also the last thing I could clearly remember from the movie cause I fell asleep.
:(
!!!!!

NEXT UP:
DRAG ME TO HELL
GHOST OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST
TRANSFORMERS 2: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN
HARRY POTTER & THE HBP
UP (ROTTEN TOMATOES RATING OF 97%!!)
{~FAST FORWARD TO NOVEMBER IN PROGRESS~}
....
NEW MOON!!!!!
HA HA HA HA HA
(Back to Transformers for a tad bit)

BUMBLEBEE!!! HE IS YELLOW HA HAHAHA.
But then again .... Megan Fox is a man... ... :S
HECK!
I.AM.PSYCHED!!!
MOVIES!
///

YEAH THAT'S ALL. TRAINING TOMORROW.
I CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER HOW THE DAMN VOLLEYBALL FEELS LIKE ALREADY.
*!$@()@!$()!()@$
'Night.
:B

//////////////////

We're chasing stars and losing shadows,
Peter Pan and Wendy turned out fine.
So won't you fly with me?
~(L)~

2009-06-07T01:11:00.000+08:00

Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes.

(Sometime last week)
Got home early, which was quite rare with the *($!)(*@$)(*!@$ academic schedule. Got bored so I dragged my mama & my sister to Ikea ha ha ha! We practically went there to ..... ... walk since we go there at least once a month ha ha so there wasn't much new stuff to get anyw.

New addition to the rest of the chumps, its called Slinky.
It is super super huggable I swear.

@.@

Yellow spree.

Wong Tse Qi Hillary, I am so checking what you're going to wear the next time we go out.
Really *$!*)@$)!@$
Dad: "Eh so cute! Purposely wear the same one ah?"
...... ...... .........

YELLOW IS THE MAJORITY OF OUR BUYS HA HA HA YELLOW FTW.
//////////

(04/06)
Xiao Huang's last lesson with us.

We look so miserable.. already. :(

HA HA HA THIS PICTURE'S SUPER FUNNY.
!!!!!!

1. DY AND MAYER'S DEMONSTATING HOW TO DO THE EXPRESSION.
2. THE GUYS ON THE LEFT ARE LEARNING
3. TENG CHIAT IS LOOKING SUPER SUPER PERVY
4. CHEEKONG IS STARING @ ... OK WE DON'T WANT TO KNOW WHAT.
5. XIAO HUANG IS ... .. YEAH.
6. IDK WHAT IS KEVIN DOING.
7. AND THE PEOPLE RIGHT ARE... DON'T KNOW DOING WHAT.
8. AND TRACY'S EXPRESSION DAMN CUTE HA HA HAHA. "XING ZAI LE HUO" (QUOTES YUANHUI)

Happy us.
(grrrrrrrins)
///////

(05/06)
Today, extension week ends for .. most people.
Today, me and Clarisse were badly abandoned. (coughs)
Today...... My Stalker was exceptionally cute, to a completely intolerable level. (Y) (L)
HA HA HA.

////////

Caught Night @ The Museum on chnl 5 !!!! Ben Stiller is so awesome ha haha. I like the stone statue thingy.
"(ROAAAAAAAAAARS) My Dum Dum wants to speak."
Yuanhui says it reminds her of me.
ITS.OK.I.LIKE.THE.STONE.THING.LEH. HAHAHAHAHA.
That's all, extension week V2 tmr.
I think our brain works up to a max of 10 weeks (1 term) then it needs a break cause my brain is completely exhausted. I don't know how I'm going to survive this week!!!
NVM, can't wait for week 3,
eggciting!
Goodnight, happy holidays!
... .... (pfht).

You make me crazier, crazier.

2009-06-06T00:45:00.008+08:00

Maybe everything breaks sometime.

(04/06)
CAUGHT TERMINATOR SALVATION!!!!! With Jacqueline Sim ha ha. That broke pig. I had to pay for her ticket and meal cause she was left with 25CENTS, and 20 cents couldn't be used cause it was a New Zealand currency. (*$!(*@$()*!@$)(!@$ Ok actually I didn't pay for her, it was her '09 birthday present HA HA HA HA. And she's broke partially cause of my birthday present so ...... ....... \m/
ANYWAY .... .......
THERE WAS THIS GUY FROM TERMINATOR ...... .....

Yup. What's it with Australians and being gorgeous??!?! Hugh Jackman's an Aussie too ha ha ha.
Ok that's that, I didn't like the weepy ending but the movie was ok. :)
/
Today was also Xiao Huang's last CL lesson with us. She sang us a song she wrote herself.
..... .......
Sigh.
!!!!! Pls let me get an A for Chinese O's so I don't hv to bear with the new teacher!

///////

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL TAN LI WEN.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS TING SHI EN.
(RAPPER BUDDIES FTW HA HA HA HA HA OMG.)
Ah, I've known you two for a very long time leh. I still remember 3 years ago when your birthdays were
06/06/06!
HAHAHAHAHA.
K back to my little tyrant.
Joy.
//

"It is the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance.
It is the dream afraid of waking that never takes a chance.
It is the one who won't be taken who cannot seem to give.
And the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live."

2009-06-03T00:42:00.000+08:00

Give me a reason not to walk away.

!)*@$(*!@$)(!@$)(*!@$()*!@)($*!)@(*$!)(*@$
I wasted one hour, on the fricking modem. One.fricking.hour. And I don't even know why I tried to fix it. One hour damn it !!! Modems are so fickle and irritating, wlao like a girl!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't get how turning your modem on and off a million times can help it to magically work, yet it does. AND YEAH NOW IT WORKS BUT I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I'M BACK ON HERE ANYWAY.
I'm just going to ... .... ........ RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

STUPID MODEM !)(@$!@$)(!@$

WHAT KIND OF LOUSY NAME IS MODEM ANYWAY. SOUNDS LIKE MOW-DERM. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT I'M GOING OFF. AND I'M GOING TO TURN THE STUPID LITTLE THING OFF. AND RUN OFF TO MY BOOKS. SERIOUSLY. IT WAS A GOOD DAY OK IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A HAPPY POST IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A HAPPY POST YOU STUPID LITTLE THING. A.HAPPY.POST!!!!!!!!!

NO I AM NOT CRAZY, A LITTLE DISTURBED MAYBE. OK NO I AM NOT.

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

2009-06-02T22:14:00.004+08:00

"Just because I'm hurting, doesn't mean I'm hurt.
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserved.
No better & no worse.

I just got lost, every river that I tried to cross.
Every door I ever tried was locked.
Oh I'm ...
Just waiting till the shine wears off."

Abyss of moodless wallowing.
And somehow I feel the entire week's going to be a lot of this.
Die.

2009-06-01T23:30:00.004+08:00

O LEVEL CHINESE IS OVER! Personally I am rather pleased.
(This is because I hv not bothered to find out the correct answers to the MCQ(s), I probably won't like wht I see, so why torture myself !!)

但是有些人还为今天的考试感到很> :(
洪瑗徽，陈诗恩(Nicholas Ting- in case you can't read your own chinese name), 笑一个嘛！！！！！
人非圣贤，孰能无过？
明天会更好。
\m/

P/s: Pls rmb I did this for you, when the results come out, its probably your turn to do this for me. -.-

2009-05-31T01:57:00.003+08:00

Rejuvenated, Revived, Restored.

You stood before my failure
Carried the Cross for my shame
My sin weighed upon Your shoulders
My soul now to stand

So what can I say
What can I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You

So I’ll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all

So I’ll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours.

2009-05-30T17:35:00.005+08:00

Hv fun & interesting weekends fallen into a blackhole?
This doesn't feel like the end of term 2 at allllllllllllllllllllllllll.
Bummer. :(
Then again I'm going to Saturday SVC soon yay, hvnt been to MS in eons!!!!!

"Open our eyes
To see the things that make Your heart cry
To be the person that You would desire
Your light to be seen

Break down our pride
And all the walls we’ve built up inside
Our earthly crowns and all our desires
We lay it down before You."

2009-05-30T00:37:00.002+08:00

Today was ....... OK!!!
X-rays are so boring, I thought there'll be like radiation, red, blue lights in a dark room then you'll get to see your bones or smthg. It was nthg like that, yawn.
I missed study group : ( I fell asleep @ home, I'm sorry !!!!!!!!!
Quiet night !! Dinner and then 2 hrs of Ghost Whisperer !! Ha ha and I think Genevie Gan is retarded. Like seriously. And I just named her Chewbacca. She needs help.
O'lvl chinese in 2 days. Hyuk Hyuk.
Bye

2009-05-26T22:28:00.006+08:00

With every breath it's harder to believe.

Short update because ...... ..... .............................
in view of current examination results, Natasha Wong is finally doing smthg about it.
Sadly ..... ...... no not amath or physics but Geography !!!!!!! !!!! !!!!
Plus Im doing SS & Ehist Exam corrections (+10 marks ftw !!!!) YAY.
Chinese Olevels in less than a week! I'll be happy with an A2. Pls pls pls pls pls I don't want to retake pls pls.
Prawning (!!!!!!!) with Hotbulbs after Olvl chinese & then school for ... well probably the first 2 weeks of June. :(
I know right, but with my current results I deserve not to have June holidays @ all. :(
Parent-Teacher meeting on Friday (crosses fingers).
NVM! GOT GUTS TO DO BADLY MUST HV THE GUTS TO MEET .. WHOEVER I NEED TO MEET!!!! Yeaaaaaahh............... (faints).
On the plus side ... ... Dad will be in Shanghai on friday. So that leaves my ......... mama.
Yup, still die.
Oooh, Eminem's back after 4 years ha ha.
OK THANKS FOR TUNING IN TO "WHINE WITH ME TONIGHT"
BYE. !!

2009-05-24T23:46:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA "POYNTER"! (24/05)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILENE THOO! (25/05)
OMG I AM SIX-FRICKING TEEN TOO!!!! (24/05)

I'm tired & I still hv Bao Zhang Bao Dao to do, so I'll properly update tmr but thanks to everyone who remembered! And to those who spammed texts thanks for the effort (!@$!*@$!$) ha haha. Thanks for everything Hotbulbs, (Yes even you, Nick) even for all the craziness ha haha. I was ...... quite speechless yeaaaaah ha ha ha thanks! (WAIT I JUST SAW MY CARD WHY IS EVERYTHING 'YOU ARE WEIRD BUT I LOVE YOU????' WHAT IS THIS ?!?!?! :@:@:@) !!! Hahaha.Ok yup thanks Hotbulbs, Volleyballers (wah Chewy u die. Tmr u die.), Tracy, Yh etc. .... ........ like that very hard to thank leh tmr lah ok tmr in detail. And Deon Heng........... thank you dearest! Ok the world is awesome and Jesus is the awesomest of the awesomest. Thank you Lord for one of the best birthdays ever! :-)

YAY.

2009-05-21T22:10:00.000+08:00

And I'm losing all control now, my hazard signs are all out.

"We'd be so less fragile if we're made from metal
And our hearts from iron, and our minds from steel.
And if we built an armor for our tender bodies
Would we stop to feel?"

Ah, I did it again.

2009-05-20T23:20:00.002+08:00

Information-overload, situation-lost control.

I'm disappointed and I feel like a complete idiot.
Grrrrrrreat.

2009-05-19T23:53:00.002+08:00

I'm coming apart at the seams,

Results week!
Thank God!!!! I passed English. At least the only subject that has been a constant, is still ....... a constant. As for chinese, I failed Paper 1 + 2 by 1m but wth I completely did not get zong he tian kong I got fricking 3/10 !!!! But since I passed Paper1 and Compre, heck good enough. There's still listening compre and oral marks included, which I think ...... ..... ....... no wait, hope I'll pass ha ha.!! Sigh I was on sulk mode 100% full blast until Huimin prodded me with her cold drink in the canteen! HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA SO CUTE LEH YOU HA HA HA HA I BET YOU DIDNT KNOW THIS RIGHT OK NVM THANKS ANYW!

As for Emath ....... ......... sigh. I alrdy knew the results before this but as I sat there and flipped the pages and saw what Mr C wrote on every page ... "Careless :(" .. "No units? (-1)" ... "So careless!" "Careless. :(" ....... I just could've died seriously ... and no ... not 'cause of the ugly scrawny sad smileys.
Like the calculating mean & standard dev. question, its 1m each, both answers no units, minus 1m each. IN THE END FOR DOING THE ENTIRE FRICKING QUESTION CORRECTLY I GOT Z.E.R.O. CAUSE OF UNITS. And duh its my fault. My fault.

So how? Study harder lor. Thts it, period, no more whining. Anyw, tmr's debriefs are SS, Geog and Chem. The 3 subjects I FELT I did ok in. So yup tmr's the ultimatum, HAPPY OR SAD ??????????????????????? ........... mm I wonder.

BUT !!!!!! Hehehe. Went to play tennis with the hotbulbs today. Ok .... I mostly just stoned actually but yeaaaaaaaaah. So yup, strolled out with Melisa Wong Hoi Ling the-soon-to-be-brace-face (K)(L)(K)(L)(L)(Y):* Which reminds me!!! I TORTURED YUANHUI HA HA HA HA KNA SCAMMED INTO FEELING GUILTY HA HA HA HA HA HA. OK NVM. Ok then I met Chloe who has violin lessons @ Katong Mall then we train-ed to Nick's house. Then yeah met Nat, Nick, Bea. So after a while we left for dinner @ Vivo (YAY PURPLE-LINE MRT !!!!!) MWAHAHAHAHAHA. We made a plan to walk to the mrt then train to vivo its only like 2-3 stops ?!?!?! BUT NOOOOOOOOOO ....... Nick had to cab. So yeah we did. Ok then we met Leon Chng! Then we went to Ajisen .. no wait its called Japanese Gormet Town .... its a mix of Ajisen + 2 other restaurants I think ha ha ha. So we ate! Then took stupid photos of Chng acting niang then we left 4 home. Mhmm!

(IF YOU, LIKE ME NEED A DOSE OF LAUGHTER CAUSE OF PRELIMS1, THE LAST PICTURE IS FOR YOU BABY!)

Fatty Chng.

......... Such dining ettiquette Bea. Ok lah they made her do this heh.

Normal Nick.
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SERIOUSLY HE'S GOING TO TAKE MY HEAD OFF CAUSE OF THIS..
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HERE IT GOES !!!
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HA.HA.HA

O.M.G RIGHT HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA OMG I LAUGH UNTIL CHOKE NOW STILL LAUGHING OMG HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA.

OK NICK RELAX OK I KNOW YOU'RE SEEING THIS.
OH WAIT TODAY WAS CHINESE DAY SO .......

有事好商量嘛！

Heh. Ok funny right !!!! Hahahaha.
Alright, goodnight!

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2009-05-18T00:31:00.004+08:00

"So he said what's the problem baby, what's the problem I don't know but maybe I'm in ........"
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A tad too lazy a tad too tired a tad too confused.
Wht's going on?
I don't know, you tell me. !!!!!!!!!!!!

"Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after ........."

2009-05-16T15:56:00.003+08:00

My head is in a cloud of rain & the world it seems so far away.

Hi. The exams are over. Everything is over. Emath .... ........ sigh. Why !?!?! But .... ... Mmm. If I fail combined humanities/Geog, ..... ........ Yeah. >:(

Anyway so much is/was going on heh, caught The Uninvited with half the class (:D) @ Cathay after Phy/Chem paper 1. Which sucked horribly, it wasn't that hard but I screwed it, again, sigh. Anyw The Uninvited was ok! Ha ha. Tengchiat srsly .... ...... next time every class outing horror movie ok, I don't mind ha ha see how you die.

And I went to Ubin (I KNOW) with 1/2 the class ystd heh, very exhausting and then bbq...... wah ystd was very exhausting !! Ha ha ha. But ok it was fun. :D And interesting.. hmm.

.... ... This sucks right I know, so un-visual. Ha ha all the pictures are on FB, I'll post them later, including the class photos yay!

VOLLEYBALL CAMP IN JUNE !!!!! Finally, I miss everyone !!!!!!!

I feel like I'm doing nthg now. Am not supposed to be sitting here stoning by day away today but .... NVM! I guess everyone's tired ha ha ha ha! But then again, am I supposed to study? The 2nd day after my exams end !?!! NO! Ok I shall just play RC and then maybe Wii and then catch a new book @ Borders tmrw. YAY YAY 2 TOWN WE GO!

"You've got a smile that could light up this whole town."

YES. CHURCH TMR I HAVEN'T SERVED IN VIDEOLIGHT FOR LIKE ... .. 2 MONTHS ?!?!?!?! DIE.

Holidays are coming, eggciting!! (whether or not there is extension week) EGGCITING!!!

CAMP CAMP CAMP CAMP. ONE NIGHT ONLY BUT ... EGGCITING !!!!

HARRY POTTER AND THE HBP, TRANSFORMERS 2 !! EGGCITING !!!!!!!!

Which reminds me, I hvnt caught my Hugh Jackman as Wolverine in the theatres yet. (*!$@)(!@$)(!@$)(

Nick, Bea faster end exams now !!!!

"WHAT MAKES THE WANT TO SHAKE YOU DOWN? EACH TOUCH BELONGS TO EACH NEW SOUND...."

YOU KNOW WHAT, MAYBE I SHOULD CATCH RED CLIFF ON DVD SINCE MY DAD JUST GOT IT. Even Bea says its awesome and ..... you know Beatrice Loh SQ and Chinese were never friends ha ha ok nvm.

RESTAURANT CITY. ..... BUAYTAHAN TRACY MEL DEON AND AMANDA ALWAYS MUST REST ONE LEH!!!! Anyw, I need pasta (IN RC) anyone? :D

OK OFF TO ... DO SMTHG CONSTRUCTIVE.

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"Cause everything works, yeah everything works in your arms."

2009-05-11T22:38:00.002+08:00

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Nick says:
what paper tommorow?
(NATASHA); says:
amath p2!
Nick says:
omg
ARE YOU READY NUT?
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HAHAHHAHAH
(NATASHA); says:
WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM!!! -.-

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Wow I feel so motivated now !!! Sigh.
TRIGO BABY WON'T YOU BE MINE FOR A DAY~~ JUST A DAY~~~!!!
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Now I feel retarded, bye.

2009-05-10T23:47:00.003+08:00

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You are unfailing God, Your love's unending.

2009-05-09T21:45:00.003+08:00

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a stupid cough, that's not healing.

Ha ha ha!
Omg so its May already! This month is like mass birthday(s) month! This may .. appear as a hint.. BUT IT IS NOT!!!! OK HAHAHAHA ITS TAN HUIQIN'S BIRTHDAY IN A FEW HOURS! YOUR BIRTHDAY IS ON A SUNDAY TOO HA HAHAHAHA.

(7th May)
Physics paper sucked. :( Yup that's it.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEON HENG!
Ha ha Stalker, you're finally 15. Enjoy your 17 day reign as being the same age as me. Actually you're left with 13 ha ha. Ah srsly need I say more??? Ha ha, love you dearest! (L)

(8th May)

Happy birthday Su Yan Yun!!! I miss talking to you! And all your funny nonsense ha haha omg rmb ICYL, ha ha time passes super fast sigh. Ok anyw hope you had a great one!

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ANYWAY,
Went for study session in church ystd with the Hotbulbs ha ha. I end exams way earlier than most people yay. Nick & Bea ends NEXT tuesday ha ha. Nick pls get well soon ha ha and hope your .. car is ok. Ok so the pictures from Rachel's birthday + yesterday!

Hotbulbs with Caleb again hehe.

Rachel's pretty cake.

Nick Ting

Nick Ting #2
With shorter hair and higher body temperature ha ha.
(drawn with um.. 10-15 different coloured markers @ the same time)

Ha ha yay. :)
Ok yessssss I changed my playlist. Its funny how shuffling your songs can help you discover new songs ha ha ok nvm.
Alright should start chem now, bye.
Omg on 2nd thought, Guess Who is going to be premiered on Chnl 5 10pm!
Ashton Kutcher here I come ha ha.

2009-05-09T01:38:00.002+08:00

Who taught the sun where to stand in the morning?
and Who told the ocean you can only come this far?
and Who showed the moon where to hide 'til evening?
Whose words alone can catch a falling star?
The very same God that spins things in orbit
And the same gentle hands that hold me when I'm broken

My Redeemer lives. 8)

2009-05-05T19:18:00.003+08:00

NO TIME FOR THIS,

MY NEW BABY COUSIN CADEN FOO !!! !!!
AND HIS 1st MONTH CELEBRATION @ SHENTON WAY'S M HOTEL
@.@

I have never seen anything as small and as delicate. His hair is like (Y)(Y)(Y)!! And his eyes are huge. My grandparents are super happy haha, their first grandchild that CHUAN ZHONG JIE DAI. (carries on the Foo surname) ha haha. Plus I think he looks like Uncle Mike ha ha. Seriously this kid, is going to be treated like a prince. OMG 16 YEARS AGE GAP LEH!!! HEHEHE.

The rest of my hyperactive cousins. + Sister.

Hehe so yellow.

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Haven't uploaded any photos of the 'dare' clique, after MYE !!

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FAMILY GATHERING @ SYMPHONY HEIGHTS.

One fat dog. Looks like a ball right.

THE INFAMOUS... MASS WORD SPAM

OK TAKING LIKE I DONT KNOW ....... 15MINS BREAK, IM FINALLY ON MY COMPUTER AFTER A W.E.E.K YES A WEEK. I'VE BEEN JUST USING MY PHONE TO GET ON EBUDDY IF I WANTED TO ASK PEOPLE EXAM QUESTIONS NOT THE COMP YOU KNOW !!!! ANYWAY I WANT TO THANK GOD AND GOD AND GOD AND GOD BECAUSE HE IS SO AWESOME. DESPITE ONLY GETTING 1.5 H OF SLEEP I DIDN'T FEEL TIRED TILL I WAS ON THE BUS !!! AND AT 4AM IN THE MORNING I WAS STILL ABLE TO MEMORIZE FACTORS AND STUFF, MY BRAIN DIDN'T STOP WORKING !!! PLUS THE TOPICS THAT I STUDIED CAME OUT!!!! FOR BOTH SS AND EHIST. FOR EHIST I TOOK A RISK AND ONLY STUDIED 2 AND THE 2 CAME OUT.

BUT ........... IT DIDN'T STOP ME FROM SCREWING IT UP. BUT WLAO THERE IS A LIMIT TO OUR WRITING SPEED RIGHT !? AND MY 0.38s ALL DIED ON ME I USED A BALL-POINT-PEN TODAY AND YOU NEED TO EXERT PRESSURE ON THAT PEN TO GET INK OUT NOT LIKE 0.38s !! NOTE TO SELF: PLS BUY ONE TMR.

OK THERE'S A PROPER REASON WHY IM ON MY COMP.....SECRET HOR HAHAHAHA. BUT OMG THANKS CHEWY THANKS THANKS THANKS CHEWY CHEW JIAXING. COMPLETE LIFESAVER THANK YOU !!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) ;) :D :D :D :D

OK YUP ALL PAPERS SO FAR ARE ALL OK EXCEPT... ....... CHINESE COMPREHENSION DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT WHY SO HARD ONE !?!??!?!?! BZBD PLS SAVE ME PLS!!!!!! :( OK APART FROM THT EVERYTHING'S GOOD !!! EMATH PAPER 2 PLS BE AS NICE AS PAPER 1 DON'T KILL DON'T KILL!!!

OK THATS ALL. BACK TO JOGGING (GEOG-ING) HA.HA.HA.

2009-04-26T02:10:00.002+08:00

Learning how to love all over again.

"My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in your weakness."
-2 Corinthians 12:9

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future"
-Jeremiah 29:11

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
-I Corinthians 13:4-8

Give thanks to the God of heaven. His love endures forever.

-Psalm 136:26.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

C:

2009-04-24T23:01:00.003+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Rachel Kee Wan Ting!

Hotbulbs + Caleb (The kid in red, most/only adorable kid in the world) \m/
Kids love me !!

2009-04-19T01:48:00.004+08:00

The heart has its reasons, that reasons knows not of.

-Blaise Pascal.

Calvin: What's it like to fall in love?
Hobbes: Well... say the object of your affection walks by...
Calvin: Yeah?
Hobbes: First, your heart falls into your stomach and splashes your innards. All the moisture makes you sweat profusely. This condensation shorts the circuits to your brain and you get all woozy. When your brain burns out altogether, your mouth disengages and you babble like a cretin until the person leaves.
Calvin: THAT'S LOVE?!?
Hobbes: Medically speaking.
Calvin: Heck, that happened to me once, but I figured it was cooties!

HA HA HA. :)

2009-04-18T23:40:00.007+08:00

I'm still right here.

(090409): Sports day!

Mmm it wasn't a very good day.................... not a very good one at all. But we caught Fast & Furious! Vin Diesel is .......... (Y) HAHAHAHA.

Wlao take until like that.

He was trying to teach me how to pose with Zac Efron.
Ha.... .... ha.

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(170409): The 17th!/ 2.4/ Last trng!
Had 2.4! Only me, Mayer & Allan ran ok! Mm I guess it was ok heh heh. So yup skipped over for last training after 2.4. The turn out was awesome leh, apart from myself only Chewy, Jacq, Mel, Sam, Hui/Jiamin (haha), Genevie and Calista! ._. There wasn't even a volleyball net. And !!! I didn't even touch the volleyball even once so much for last trng huh! Hahaha. So we decided to leave earlier and I treated all of 'em to bbt ok, kudos to me! Ok but before tht we were slacking around and I ......... .......... .........
KNIGHTED GENEVIE AS PEASANT FOR THE DAY. AND ..... SHE HAD TO FAN ME AND JACQ WITH ... the poky grassy thing.

Calista joined her soon after cos Jacq super complainy, kept saying she cannot feel any wind from Genevie's fanning. (HAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHA)

Jacq everyone also bully right tsk. Except Huimin. We scared leh, sorry boss sorry boss. HAHAHAHAHA. ^^v

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Heh heh studying @ church. (went to macs after which explains where the pics were taken) Vandalism. Me & Bea are the only ones who didn't take part in this activity.

(Note the words @ the bottom only) HAHAHAHAHA. So exciting next thursday hehehe.
Glitter & Sparkle. :O

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(180409): SECONDARY FOUR C.I.P!
(aftermath only heh)
5 Blocks 11+3 (late) people. 4RP IS THE AWESOMEST.
Before our movie @ lunch! It took ages to persuade Tc to watch, ok ok I owe you 1 lah, next cls outing aft mye... watch House lor. BUT 17 Again was !!!!! Zac Efron was !!! !!!! TODAY WAS !!!!! !!!! !!!! & tiring but awesome all the same!
4 RP FTW. \m/

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TAAAAAAAAAAADAH!

O.O'''

HA. HA. HA.
The resemblance is undeniable.
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Has been a hell of a week.. Almost literally @ the start. But....... ah thank God, really.
So that's that then, I hope.
Goodnight & goodbye!

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All I've wanted just sped right past me,
While I was rooted fast to the Earth.
I could be stuck here for a thousand years,
without your arms to drag me out."

2009-04-15T22:31:00.005+08:00

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The tide is turning
This is redemption's hour
In the midst of the world lost for love
You are all we have now

The lost returning
Salvation is all around
In the midst of the world broken down
You are all we have now

For You are God and this hope is ours

So Father open the skies
Flood the Earth with your light
This is love, to break a world indifferent

Our hearts are burning
The fire that won't burn out
In the midst of a world that's grown cold
You are all we have now

Father open the skies
Flood the Earth with your life
This is love to break a world indifferent
As we lift up our eyes
Fill our hearts with your fire
In a world the same we'll be the difference

So call us out let the world see
You are God one and only
In this world you are all we have now

2009-04-15T19:06:00.003+08:00

I AM SO EXHAUSTED! :(

Looking like a breakdown, rebound. So breathe in now, breathe in deep, breathe it out.

2009-04-13T19:31:00.002+08:00

Over My Head

Thanks Chloe Tan for staying up till 245am to paint this one & only Spongebob Easter egg for me me me me me me me! Hehe thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanks!

Yesterday was great fun ha ha. Captain's ball, basketball. Laughing at me/myself cause I didn't want to get wet or step on grass ..... ....... Eventually I stepped out of the shelter ok, cause the whole cell just ran into the rain leaving me there. (-.-) Ha haha. I think the most retarded thing was Rachel naming our group Princess and the Peas.... I know, I know... Ha ha still, Hotbulbs ftw. : )

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Nut Nut Nut ..........why so weak?

2009-04-12T00:56:00.001+08:00

Edit:
Thank God, for subway cookies.

2009-04-11T23:59:00.010+08:00

After all, aren't we all learning to fall?

Friday was actually mm quite awesome, I made the best out of it, I think. Ha haha. Very very lazy day though, I woke up after noon! Ate my lunch, watched Tv until I realised I was supposed to be @ Chloe's 15mins ago HAHAHAHAHA. @.@ Got there arrrround 3, only an hour late lah hehe, plus Nick, Jeanette & Nat was alrdy there. Chloe's house is like 4 stories high, I think ha haha. After much lazing around, I started on my easter eggs! Mwaaaaahahaha, Natasha Wong doing arts and crafts on a public holiday, who knew ?!?!?!? So yes we painted, destroyed, beautified eggs, make stupid jokes, laughed our butt off and made retarded egg-pacman videos until 530!

Then we left for church and reached there at 545. AND ALL THE SEATS WERE TAKEN UP EXCEPT FOR THE FIRST ROW AND WE HAD TO QUEUE TO GET INTO THE SANCTUARY AND SERVICE STARTS AT 7 OK IT STARTS AT 7 !! WE WERE AN HOUR EARLY !!!!!!!! But...... its a good thing yes !! :D

Mm I thought that service was awesome! Rayson Tan (Chen Tai Ming) & Chen Li Ping gave testimony and it was just awesome !!!! !!!!! !!! "I tell the toilet bowl, I rebuke you in Jesus name!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. And I think a few people got overexcited rrrrrrrrright, cause we spotted Chew Chor Ming & Li Nan Xing who came with them ha haha. "EH GOT SEE THEM OR NOT !! YOU GOT SEE ???" HAHAHAHAHA. It was so amazing how the hand of God works in the lives of people and Miracle Breakthrough 2009 was def. awesome, all glory to God yes !!

Aft service, we waited for Rachel to send her bro & dad home before picking us up for Joseph's chalet (HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSEPH DIMMICK). So yes, we survived Rachel's driving. (I KNOW RIGHT I KNOW WE ARE ALL SUCH BRAVE SOULS \m/) !! !! Ha ha. Eh wth, the place is flooded with cockroaches and Joseph changed rooms because his neighbours were PLAYING with cockroaches and there were 20-30 outside the chalet, @.@. Me & Jeanette very willingly skipped over to the new room ha haha. So yup left after a while and 1 rnd of Mahjong heh!

K 'nuff said!

Making his pacman egg, 'vomit' out egg yolk. (-.-)

Rachel Kee with my retarded smiley egg.
The Hotbulb egg (above) was given to Darren and Rachel got this egg! They had a 'lucky draw' and the winner- Darren, got the egg Chloe made. And the loser- Rachel, got mine.
I know right, whaaaaaaaaaatever.

With the eggs we painted.

Chng & Rachel with the eggs I painted!

......................... Suddenly, with a swift flick of my arm. I killed my favourite egg. The awesome one. The only thing in the world that made me feel that my arts & crafts didn't suck
............ sigh.

Eggy, may you rest in pieces.

Nick feeling sad for egg.

Now feeling grossed at the shell-less egg.

Good friday '09 !!

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Ok, I'm gna stop studying tectonics, its late & I'm too distracted to absorb anything. I'm only @ the 4th page after half an hour. ._. I WILL CONTINUE TOMORROW. Oh yay, its going to be Easter Sunday in 10 mins! Which means ... Cell group, Captain's ball div challenge and then service! & Then I'll come home and study! Its packed. Bye bye, emptiness. How exciting!! No no..

EGG-CITING!

Of course, nothing beats the true meaning of Good Friday & Easter Sunday. : )
'He lived, He died, He rose, He Lives.' And I promise to never forget.

Goodnight.

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Well I'm almost finally, finally out of words.. ...... .....

2009-04-11T01:15:00.002+08:00

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I wish you were a stranger, I could disengage.

2009-04-09T23:23:00.009+08:00

Fun fact: I'm so retarded, I cannot finish a 私函 in 1 hour..................

Actually, today has been really fun. E-history lecture was so intriguing !!!!!!! & Chem was just...... distracting heh. Then aft school, Yuanhui, WJX, Tc, Dy, Ck, Kevin & yours truly headed to KLP to catch (after much heated discussion) Fast & Furious! Ha haha I think Vin Diesel is (Y) !!! So yeah .... ..... I realised we took a long time to decide everything ._. Whether to walk to KLP, what movie to watch and where to eat! Ha hahaha and we love the mega-sized Zac Efron!
Oh and we were making random statements about getting a class pet like an hamster (we were kidding) and stuff then I said "Ha ha I give everyone one water baby then we compete and see whose is the biggest...." Then Yuanhui said "Huh? How to grow?" HA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ADD FERTILIZER AND RICE LAH YUANHUI LIKE THAT ALSO DON'T KNOW AH...................... ...................... ................................... -.-
General Info: adding water will make water-babies expand. Period. ... he he ok lah still love you !!
Edit: Yuanhui also said: "I KNOW I KNOW!! ITS JUST THT, YOU ADD WATER, THEN ALL GROW AT SAME RATE, CAN COMPETE WHO'SE BIGGEST MEH'' ................... yeah see happy now lah hor.
Ok so next class outing .......... 17 AGAIN !!! PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS! ............... CAN LAH AT LEAST ITS NOT JONAS BROTHERS 3D CONCERT EXPERIENCE RIGHT HA HAHAHAHAHA. Anyway, yup this was my day. Somehow I still feel a little 空虚 and I don't know why. Ok anyw, Good Friday in a quarter hour, can't wait ha ha.

Straitjacket feeling. :S

2009-04-09T19:22:00.008+08:00

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Enough.

2009-04-07T23:21:00.007+08:00

Crashing down.

(Don't bother.)
I feel like playing Quadrapop. Gaaaaaaah, I don't know what I'm doing here, my eyes are killing me ugh shit. I know right I know, I'm going to meet my demise soon, mye is like in 2.5 weeks. I can't possibly screw my mid-years like my CTs. Yesterday, Mr B talked to us personally about o's and stuff, I told him my aim was 12 pts for O's, he told me to lower it to 10. Then he asked about my progress in amath etc etc. He said that we were exactly the same, and that humanities and languages came much easier than maths and sciences, so we'd have to put in a crazy amount of effort and stuff. ........ ya da ya da. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But what if I cannot how !!!! Don't think I can bear another session with the disappointed blue eyes (which kills!!), with John (what if he doesn't want to give tuition already !? Teaching me, even saints also will pekcek) my parents and ..... yeah myself wlao can die right can die. And its so frustrating trying to do amath, I understand it, I get it when questions are gone through but when I'm left to do on my own, I cannot! I want to get the happy tingly feeling I always get when I understand new chapters and stuff, like how I felt when I got vectors! Integration starts tomorrow. Its apparently tougher than differentiation. Pls obliterate me with a light-saber now if they do exist, I want the brillaintly yellow-coloured one !! Time is flying away @ jet-speed. 2.5 more weeks to Mid-years. June holidays with either 1/2 weeks of school. 1 month of school, then prelims. 1+month of revision, O-fricking-levels.

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Very soon, our only entertainment will really be Dayang & Jinkai singing Insomnia & going off-key in their falsettos. ...................................................

2009-04-05T15:49:00.005+08:00

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All at once, I am whole again.

2009-04-03T12:45:00.004+08:00

Tell me tonight all that we have been, was nothing more than noise inside my head.

(Last week!)
RANDOM PICTURES FIRST !! !!! !!

They love their nuggets.

.... I have no name for this expression.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Huimin and a tissue .... lets not defame roses, shall we?
(Sorry boss) Hahahaha.

PLS DON'T KILL ME !!!!!! YES AND THNKS FOR TODAY! FOR SAYING THAT YOU WANT TO GO TO PUMP HA HAHAHAHA, WAITING WITH ME IN THE CANTEEN FOR A STACK OF WORKSHEETS AND LASTLY EXCHANGING DRINKS CAUSE I CHANGED MY MIND AND DIDN'T WANT MINE. YOU 'DA BOMBZXZXZXXZXZX.
(L) !!!!!!!!
P/S: THIS CAUSED ME HEAPS OF LAUGHTER-ACHES HAHAHAHA.

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Swoooosh ok back to date. Sorry its so damn wordy but I like it !! Today has been quite ... exhausting and confusing. And weird, ha haha. School was mediocre. Progress report was shit. After school was awesome (Y) :-) :-D hehe.

Ok start with this lah hor- Thanks Yuanhui cause you're gna go with me to study study mug mug for 3 sessions of pump !! !! Though you have already did a self-declaration ... but still love you k !!! !!

Which reminds me, today we kept bursting out in fits of laughter halfway during history cause, we tried... sorry not tried, we DID the Batman mask thingy with our hands. (Like in the game where we do like superman/spiderman actions) THEN CLARISSE CANNOT!! SHE DO UNTIL LIKE BUTTERFLY MAN LIKE THAT OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AND HER HAND RIGHT IT SHIVERS HAHAHAHAHAHA. MAKE US LAUGH LIKE *(!#(*!$(*!)@($.
We wanted to spread the joy so we kept making her do it again and for Rachel Tan also which she did like after hours of persuasion. HAHAHAHA, but ok lah damn cute HAHAHA. And yup alot of other damn retarded stuff like Tracy and her broom and her hiding behind the pillar and aiyaaaaaa all the stuff they do hehe. And yeah I was laughing my ass off, moments after I got back the progress report, they are tht awesome !! !!

Ok, study study study mode now. (Somewhere in the coming week, someone pls remind me I said this k thx.)
& Clarisse you can do it ok even though you have SYF BUT YOU ARE BUTTERFLY MAN AND EX-PUMPKIN TWIN WHAT RIGHT CAN LAH HAHAHAHAHA.

& Ok training was 'uber' awesome cause of...... hehehehehe :-) ANOTHER THING WAS THAT WE GOT TO PLAY TODAY LIKE NORMAL TRAINING-PLAY! We asked coach then he hesitated until we mentioned it was our last few trainings. Raaaaah last 2/3 ? Then after that .. no more excuses for procrastination.

OH YEAH HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNQIAN THOUGH ITS PAST MIDNIGHT BUT YEAH WHTEVER, HAPPY BIRTHDAY !! !!!!!!!!

Ok tomorrow I am going to study for physics test and do Emath Chpt 2. If not I am not Natasha Wong. (This shld do the trick) HAHAHAHA HOPEFULLY. \m/
K going to end this day/ start this day awesomely. Goodnight.

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So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart

Look me in the eye
Lie lie lie.

2009-03-31T20:24:00.006+08:00

Silently the senses, abandon their defences.

PLUS POINT OF THE DAY:
YES YES YES YES YESSSSSSSSSSSSS MY TUTOR HAS A MEETING ON THURSDAY NIGHT.. AND HE DOESN'T MIND TUITION TMR !! !! OMG I MAY HAVE A CHANCE TO PASS VECTORS TEST ON THURSDAY HA HAHAHA, I'M QUITE HAPPY. FAIL = 1 WEEK DETENTION OK !! OF COURSE... JACQUELINE SIM IS ALSO A.T.T.E.M.P.T.I.N.G TO TEACH ME & CHEWY VECTORS TMR. SLEEP EARLY AND EAT MORE ICE OK, IF NOT I THINK YOU WILL JUST VOMIT BLOOD AND DIE HA HA LIKE YOU ALMOST DID ON FRIDAY, YUP.
I feel retarded now.. Nope nope I'm not over-excited. See, these 2 days hvnt really been bright. Passing a test shall be the climax of my week hoot hoot.

MINUS POINT OF THE DAY (OR WEEK):
I'm sick-again. I'm sneezing like nobody's business, makes me feel like my eyes are going to be permanently half their size. All that's lacking is a 39 degreeC fever, come lah come, if can skip 2.4 on Thurs, I don't mind. Ugh & the nose-blocks hv been a killlllllller, period.

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The supposedly 'deformed' boy from Phantom Of The Opera that everyone shuns and calls 'the living dead'.

Wow. Its fricking Gerard Butler. Ridiculous !! !! But I'm not complaining hehe.
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Aite I shld prolly go and complete CBomber's homework. The rest of the week'll be better. We'll allllllll be bettttttttttteeeeeeerrr. Ok nvm, sorry for the very disconcerted post ha ha, bye bye.

P/s: Westlife is on air! Ha haha "You give me strength, you give me hope. You give me, someone to love. Someone to hold.............................."

Aw.

2009-03-31T19:41:00.002+08:00

The quiz my cousin made me do!!

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of crap.

I fear ...

[ ] black people
[x] the dark (total darkness and you're alone)
[x] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[ ] heights (if it's really high)
[ ] dogs (only when they come close to me)
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders (big ones)
[ ] flowers or other plants

total so far: 5

[x] being touched (If the person is sweaty or something la!)
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[x] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[x] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ]my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[x] rats
[ ] snow

total so far: 10

[ ] rain
[ ] wind (strong winds)
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed/mugged
[x] falling (from great heights)
[x] clowns
[x] large crowds of people (sometimes)
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors
[ ] tornadoes
total so far: 15

[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[x] poverty(my 2nd biggest fear)
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school (hahahaha who doesn't)
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone (it depends on the situation)
[x] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[x] growing up, old

total so far: 20

[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[ ] blood
total: 23

NOT BAD RIGHT HA HA HA.

2009-03-28T18:30:00.003+08:00

Just like the droplets,

"Stuck here somehow, shrouded beneath my fear & doubt.
And.. I don't need it."

2009-03-28T01:26:00.001+08:00

Well well, what do we have here?

Just got back from class outing heh. I think it was awesome though short! We shld have more of these, but the movie sucked though. Mall Cop.. BUT beats Coming Soon definitely ha haha. At least I know I'll be able to sleep tonight right, ha!
Oh yes and today's trng was very redundant ha hahahaha thanks for staying la k Chewy & Jacq? As a present I shall not post the Jacq-special-post today another day k when I'm in a more ... cheery mood hahaha. Lau Yunting came back!! SAJC!! HAHAHAHA. I missed you too ok come back more often! ;)
(Chewy re-sent the pictures and I re-uploaded the new ones cause the quality sucked, so much better now yay)

Haha Xiao Qiang... Genevie now we know what you like to do in class eh.

(-.-)v

Hey its Friday, everyone loses their mind. Ok?
HAHAHA.

Proof that I am definitely 182cm.

Ok... not...

Look @ Chewy's face ha hahaha omg. She was bugging YT for the
SAJC tie haha.

K la see happy alrdy.

(L) !!!

What's better than ending the day with....
....
.....
......
..
.

THIS
HAHAHA.

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Ok Minds' cafe !

Aft we finished ticket to ride. YELLOW OWNS!

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Awesome! I'm done haha prolly off to sleep soon.
A few things left me utterly speechless today. Well.. what can I say?
If you dig a grave, you'd have to lie in it eventually.
:-)

2009-03-25T22:41:00.001+08:00

NIGHT CYCLING 20TH MARCH 2009.

It was very very eventful.
1 of the most impactful events:
My parents wanted to fetch Nick & Co to ehub so they drove to Psris Mrt. And ... Nick opened the wrong car door because he was on the phone. He opened the door to a terrified & wide-eyed girl omg damn funny hahahaha. I think the girl thought she was going to get kidnapped. HAHAHAHAHA. Ok nvm. Cycled supposedly 27km.
P/s: Felt great wearing yellow, mwahahaha.
K.
Picturesssssssssss.

hahahaha.

Me, Bea, Jx, Chloe, Darren, Nick.
Rachel's the photog.
Eh. I think I have eyebags.

HAHAHA. The very excited boy that couldn't sleep the night before.

Machiam going for foodfest.

@.@ I'm sorry I can't act like a coffeeshop ah peh ok
Note: Look at Rachel Kee ha hahahahaha.

I did not pose for this !! !!

Rachel: "I'M KNEELING ON AIR!!!"

Bea's look is priceless.

A completely deserted Changi Coastal Road!

I think Nick look's scary here esp when the picture is blown up haha.

LIKE HELLO IT WAS ON AUTO-TIMER! PRO OR NOT!

Jiaxin.. dropped-dead. Nick's playing with her hairclip.

Sleepyness is contagious though..

See, wht I'd tell ya!

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TRACTING '09 21ST MARCH.

Hotbulbs!

Our Div + Sec2 Div!
(Greg's Div + Alvin's Div)

& Of course... the jumpshot.
P/s: Don't spot me, I was unable to get out of my bed for tracting.
> :(

Ok so that's that! Had great fun with them yay Hotbulbs! Oh great I deserve death for being a downright slacker. Off to meet my chinese demise now. Wish me luck. (For CL oral tmr too) (For all the homework needed to be handed in for tmr too) (Just... well.. yeah GG)
Alright then, Goodnight.

2009-03-23T20:53:00.002+08:00

Who compares to You? Who set the stars in their place?
You who calmed the raging seas, that came crashing over me.

1. Heigh-ho!
2. First day of term 2 has passed.
3. Today has been great actually.
4. Didn't sleep in amath & geog hehe. (Not even sleepy lor)
5. I WANT TO KNOW MY PHYSICS COMMON TEST RESULTS !!!
6. SS Ct results tmr. :S
7. There is emath tmrw, not cool.
8. Felicia Chua tmr you give me yellow chair ok. You & Lao Fu Zi look good together. (Y)
9. Need to get on with my chinese homework, pronto. Stupid, gong han.
10. Currently listening to: Best Of Me- Daniel Powter.
11. WE WILL NOT ATTEMPT TO WATCH COMING SOON DURING OUR CLASS OUTING -.- NO NO NO! RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN !! DRAGON BALL !! STREET FIGHTER !! HAHAHAHAHA ANYTHING!
12. My Div. is allowed to go for Faith Camp '09 huraaaaaaah!
13. Happy Birthday Cheekong. (3 days late).
14. Cs noob.
15. My half eaten doughnut is downstairs.
16. My failure to handle Amath Trigo in sec3 is haunting me. :S
17. This is my favourite number !!

Ok gotta go busy busy to complete zuo ye !!
Tilllllllll then!

2009-03-22T20:58:00.002+08:00

Better than getting what I say I need Better than living the life that I wan't to
Better than the biggest dreams in my heart and
That's just the start

You hold me now in Your arms and never let me go

You, oh Lord made the sunshine
and the moonlight in the night sky.
You give me breath and all Your love
I give my heart to You
Because I can't stop falling in love with You
I'll never stop falling in love with You